Its been a year and a month plus already since you are gone.
and I still feel the aches from missing you.
You are the best cat I've ever had, Apeng. Love you so much.
I know you must be happy up there in kitty's heaven,
but please know that I miss you terribly.
I still remembered when it all started.
You refused to eat and your nose looked a bit pale.
I took you to the vet, he said,
"He has got jaundice. Usually, he won't survive long".
I was so shocked when I heard that, Apeng.
How could that happened? You were an indoor cat.
Where would you get the flu from?
Apeng,
I thought you would live forever.
I thought you would be there to watch tv with me.
To curl up on my feet at night.
To play police sentry with me.
You weren't like any other cat.
You were so loving, and instead of roaming outside the house,
you'd rather sat next to me and listened to me complained about my day.
And then we'll watch tv together.
I miss you so badd :( :(
You died in my arms on the way to the third vet.
I felt like the other two didn't try hard enough.
I was not willing to give you up yet.
I tried everything to make you healthy again.
You were already so yellow and you couldn't walk the last two days.
Even to the very last day,
you waited for me to come home.
And I fed you and lied down next to you.
You would stare into my eyes and I told you many many times then
That you are the best cat ever.
You look like you were sleeping. You were so yellow.
I love you Apeng. Till we meet again.
:'(
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