Perangai 'hekleh'.

Perangai 'hekleh'.

Saya tak berapa nak faham perangai suka cakap 'hekleh, itu pun tak tahu' kat orang ni. Yang saya tahu, ramai yang selalu cakap macam ni kat kawan dia, adik dia or anak dia. Maksud 'hekleh, itu pun tak tahu', kalau tak silap sayalah, bunyinya tu seakan merendahkan orang lain.

Betul, yang saya tulis pasal common mistakes sebelum ni, grammar rules yang kita belajar masa darjah 3 dulu. Dan mungkin topik tu senang untuk orang yang dah tahu grammar rules ni.

Tapi.

Tak semua yang kita tahu, orang tahu.
Tak semua yang orang tahu, kita tahu.
Tak semua yang kita rasa senang, orang lain rasa senang juga.
Most of the time, we take things for granted.

Cabaran jadi cikgu ni, ialah mengambil benda yang susah, tukarkan jadi senang supaya murid faham.
Cabaran seorang cikgu, ialah bila ada orang 'hekleh', kita angkat orang yang 'dihekleh' tu supaya orang tak 'hekleh' kan dia lagi. Eh faham ke atau dah berbelit ni. Sorry kalau berbelit, maybe sebab saya tak makan lagi sebab seharian sibuk kat uni. But, you feel me, bro?

Bila saya highlight common mistakes yang selalu Malaysians buat tu, saya tanak orang 'hekleh' kan orang-orang yang tak tahu.
Mungkin boleh tukar ayat tu dari 'hekleh' kepada 'Ha bagusnya! Nanti jangan tulis congrates lagi k?' kepada kawan-kawan yang baru tahu.
You all rasa cikgu2 ni takde terasa nak lempang laju2 ke kat kawan2 dia yang tulis congrates? Saya tiap-tiap kali mengeja 'congrates' ni, terkenyit2 mata menahan rasa urge nak tampar orang laju2.

Tapi, sebab naluri cikgu tu jugalah yang buat saya jadi pemaaf terhadap kesilapan (selain congrates).
Kalau tak tau, kita bagi je la tau.
Yang nak ejek tu kenapa. Takde faedah kan? Kau rugi sebab sakit mata baca kesilapan dia, dia pun rugi sebab sesat abadi.
Tapi bila menegur tu, kena la penuh kasih sayang ala2 kempen cikgu penyayang. Sambil gurau2 ke. Gunalah psychology sikit.

Tapi betul, susahkan nak tegur orang yang silap? Especially yang bodoh sombong pulak tu. Oghang nogoghi panggil, 'mada'. Kalau sorang kawan kita yang mada tu pun kita dah kena darah tinggi nak membetulkan dia, bayangkanlah, dalam satu kelas, cikgu ada 35 pelajar. Kalau yang bodoh sombong tu ramai, memang boleh saiko cikgu tu.

Sayangilah cikgu-cikgu kita ye korang.

Dan jangan nak hekleh2 orang.
Dan JANGAN TULIS CONGRATES LAGI. *beliak mata*

Sumo eh salah

Ado bahayo eh pos mondo2 bahso ni tghutamo eh cakap2 omputeh ni ha. Kang ado pulak yang bosa mato, kocik hati, tosinggung sano sini dan sobagai eh.

Tak kurang juo yang dah sotat bagi sey coghamah yang langsung tak bokaitan ngan topik pobincangan. Sey nak cakap apo laie.

Sey mohon maaf la sey pun bukan poghofek pun, cakap pun ado salah sano sini. Kito cumo kungsi2 apo kito tau yooo. Tak sangko pulak ghamai yang nak mongo-share bondo yang sey ghaso kocik punyo matter. Bilo oghang share, totibo yo oghang bominat nak ambik tau sumo bondo. Kok boleh ditinjau taik tingo sey, ditinjau eh. Tak payah la aih nak nengok an bona, taik tingo sey bia yo la dio bahagio dalam tingo.

Apo pun, sey kat Pinland ni, sey tongah bolaja bahso dio. Sey tau la susah eh nak bolaja bahso baru. Kono pulak bahso Pinland ni antagho bahso tosusah dalam dunio. Tapi sey teghai2 yo lah. Banyak buek salah. Iyolah, ni bahso kotigo yang sey nak blaja. So yeah, sey paham yo, kok buek salah bilo blaja bahso tu bondo yang normal. Sey takdo nak golak an oghang bilo dio nak blaja. Tapi ekau jangan tunjuk bosa palo di mano2 bilo dah pandai. Kok oghang boduk ekau nanti.

Sey kungsi2 ni bukan nak tunjuk pandai ko apo. Ikut ati sey nak yo sey sopiking nogoghi yo from now on. Pokok kek kau la nak paham ko tak.

Yang ponting eh, doa kan lah yang tobaik untuk sey yo. Moga hidup sey ni untuk bobakti pado smuo. Kalau sey ado buek salah, sey minta maap. Kalau sey tak buek salah, kito enjoy2 relax2 yo la. Tak mo la negatip2 sangat. Kalau tak bokaitan ngan topik pobincangan, ekau tayah la bukak khemah nak bagi coghamah politik, agamo mahupun apo2 yang akan monyinggung ati kocik sey ni. Sini pukul 1 pagi dah ha. Sey nak tido. Moga kito smuo diboghi kokuatan untuk haghi2 esok yo. Amin.

tak setuju

Dalam kita mendidik, jangan pula membodohkan orang lain.

Susah hati

Bila jauh macam ni, berita dari Facebook lagi laju dari portal berita rasmi.

Susah hati sikit dua tiga hari ni. Duk terfikir halnya dengan Malaysia.

Susah juga nak belajar bahasa orang lain kalau awal² sudah digelar balaci penjajah.

Susah juga kalau cara berpakaian pula lagi penting dari cara berfikiran.

Kalau cara berpakaian sopan, cara memberi pendapat tidak, pun tak boleh jugakan?

Susah juga nak jadi mesra bila jiran sebelah sudah bina tembok besar dan tinggi.

Susah juga kalau depan-depan ber'akak-akak' sebagai lambang hormat walaupun belakang-belakang diumpat.

Susah jugakan nak jadi baik kalau dipaksa taubat setelah dipukul dan diikat?

Susahnya. Nak buat macam mana ni?

I want to be a gangster bunny

Loving this part of the year.

I know that this is going to be emotionally taxing on me but I'm doing it anyways.

Honey baby, I feel sorry for you...

And here we go. There are some people who are most likely to feel offended by what you say although you'd never have the slightest intention to do so. These people seem to be hearing all the nastiest bisikan syaitons, notwithstanding.

Simple SMS text with a well-meaning tone might be interpreted as cynical. You then get a reply, 'yelah yelah sapa lah aku kan'

A benevolent gesture might be interpreted as harmful and of malicious.

A friendly help might be implied detrimental.

A friend forgets to say 'Hi' because her head is full with the never-ending tasks from work incriminated as ignorant, selfish, snobbish and so on.

KEYWORD: Interpret, connote, imply, incriminate.

Can you mothereffers be much more appreciative of people around you? I am tired of taking extra precautions talking to your gentle fragile heart. Whatever I said or I did was wrong to your eyes simply when it did not meet your 'expectations'. You interpret, connote, imply, incriminate others like no one's business.

Don't you know that the world does not circle around you for once? Oh of course not, because you are too busy fighting with your boyfriend because of the wrong 'tone' he was using in...sms text? Like, huh? You read it the way you want to read it for god sake. You see what you wanna see. If pain you are looking for, pain is what you get.

From your lovely Alice-in-wonderland world, people around you are expected to treat you like a princess. To say 'Hi' all the time to you, to always peluk manja your delicate feelings, to ask if you have eaten or not, to ask about your day eventhough you had never do the same to others.

These are the type of people who never really go out from their flyspeck world, adding to the injury, with a comfortable support from family. These are the people who never spent their money buying their own goddamn washing machine. These are those who are self-claimed family-persons when the truth are you are just DEPENDENT MOTHEREFFERS who whine a lot and never be thankful for anything. I dare not say that these people are stupid because most of them are highly successful people. There's just something wrong with their brain processor that they defy all the logical thoughts to resort on inward emotional comfort.

Im sick of you all, mothereffers. When you said byebye to us, it was a good riddance. Everything after you is sweet like this D'aim chocolate I'm having right now.

Hm.

One day I am going to be as intellectual as Farish Noor,

as articulate as Karim Raslan.

Maybe I should stop pestering on other people's profiles on Facebook and playing Angry Birds and drawing nonsense.

Maybe I should continue my readings. Read books the way I used to read back then.

Why can't I find the time to read nowadays, damit?

Intimidated

"And I might as well enquire why, with so evident a design of insulting me, you chose to tell me that you liked me against your better judgment"

Elizabeth Bennet, Pride and Prejudice

humble bumble bee

1. ada orang hebat dan humble

2. ada orang hebat dan tak humble

3. ada orang tak hebat dan humble

4. ada orang tak hebat dan tak humble

Commitment

You want me but you want to be free.

You want to feel belonged to but you feel restricted.

Commitment is the highest achievement of freedom.

But grass is always greener on the other side.

What the heck, what the heck

Things that are new for today:

1. I'm back in ELTC, to find out that I can't go on Facebook anymore because it has been blocked. I can't even go to certain pages that I like to read any random articles anymore because all of them has been blocked too.

2. To find out that my name is on this blogger community whatever site, I even have my own BLOODY PROFILE, damnit.

whatever. mood is not okay. i guess im hungry. i dont even bother to use the correct punctuation.

Sour plum

Sour sour sour sour.
I'm a kvech.
:(

Wishlist

Once I got my 2 bulan gaji, I want:

-to take emak and abah to Medan, Indonesia (not Taman Medan) because they've been wanting to do so since so long ago but they don't have money
-to buy a table, bookshelf, floor cushions, soft carpet and pretty beddings
-to take Kurypie to Bubblegump and the zoo
-to buy new baju kurungs and kebayas
-to get a new hairdo
-to wash my car and fill the fuel to the max instead of RM10 every time
-to buy new jeans and more dresses
-to buy shoes, omg my court shoe dah terbelah2 and koyak2 niiiiii
-to buy peti ais :)

Frustrated.

When it comes to education matters, I get frustrated. Especially in reaching out to those teachers who are no longer feel as committed as they used to be. Working here means to change those teachers' attitudes. Changing perceptions. Wonderful people here are so wise and patient in dealing with these teachers. The choice is up to me now: to be angry at these teachers or to patiently help them change their beliefs and perceptions of teaching?

Instead of complaining at ALL times, why dont we ask ourselves:

-What's useful here?

-What can I learn?

-What am I responsible for?

-What's possible?

-What's best to do now?

Being judgmental and lazy, we pleasure ourselves in these questions:
-What's wrong with them?

-Why are they so stupid?

Back to my question up there, I choose the latter. I choose to change their attitudes, no matter how painful it will be.

And it will be soon, before I know it.

Nothing much. Just things at work

Today, everyone has came back from holiday. Some look pretty as always, some look sleepy, some look tired. Me? I look like me with my brand new cap ayam RM10 neon-orange watch.

Today, I helped someone at work with Excel. You see, my team and I have to do basically the same thing last two weeks, and I couldn't even remember any functions/formula labeling at all to save my life. Today, it flows easily, so workload that took us exactly one full day to finish, can be done in few seconds. Dah rezeki ko la, cik puan. Hazrul gave me that deathly look after I told him that I finally remembered the fomulas, because he was the one who have to count everything manually since I was useless and can't remember basic formula like =COUNT, =COUNTIF, =SUM, and the most importantly =PERCENTAGE.

What else? Ah yeah, this morning I was doing research on teaching handwriting while having sugar crackers cicah coffee. Heaven~~ I also got a bit of extra time *cough* to go on facebook while munching on fruity loops. I seriously think I am going to gain more weight la working here. Last Friday I'd already tibai-ed oreo cheesecake for Lind Say's birthday. Hopefully my plan to go jogging with Kuryzon every tuesday and thursday will keep me in shape.

ai ai ai.

You know, back then when I was a student (sounds so long time ago), I hate to do assignments and extra reading la. Basically all the course reading like EDUC 225 semua tu, I'd never read. Now, I managed to become very motivated that I myself will look for articles and online journals just for the sake of equipping myself with any necessary knowledge that I need to have.

Fuiyo.

Gilalah~ It's good to have developed from the old-lazy-me. I just hope I don't forget to be goofy like I always do. Too much of education matters are depressing at times.

Oh well, at least my neon orange watch is going to remind me now and then to keep me in touch with oldself.

Trust vs. Distrust

Lewicki:

Trust indicates a willingness to become vulnerable to another based on confident positive expectations of other's conduct. It has often been praised as the 'glue' that holds relationships together and enables individual to perform more efficiently and effectively. Trust reduces uncertainty over future outcomes, simplifies decision processes and provides us with peace of mind.

Well I say: I can trust and distrust at the same time.

Good morning, sunshine

Lied. I went to work before the sun is out.

Wah so sleeeeeepy. But so excited to be back at work and meet up with friends.
:) :) :)

Happy happy happy day for all :)

P/s: I think I was in such a good mood because I bumped into a porcupine this morning when I was walking out from the car to ELTC. I know, SO WEIRD but porcupine is such a beautiful creature up close.

Hari utk bersyukur.

-Bersyukur untuk makanan yang dihidang di atas meja (atau dalam peti ais)
-Bersyukur untuk family yang penyayang
-Bersyukur untuk kucing yang comel dan pandai
-Bersyukur untuk peluang yang datang
-Bersyukur untuk rakan2 yang memahami
-Bersyukur untuk segala kesilapan masa lalu yang membuat aku belajar
-Bersyukur untuk duit yang kurang, maka kuranglah pembaziran/dosa/ etc yang negatif yang aku buat
-Bersyukur untuk hidup yang mudah (takde kebuluran, boleh g jalan2 sesuka hati, boleh tgk tv/online sesuka hati etc)
-Bersyukur untuk anggota badan yang cukup

It doesn't make sense to you, does it? I was having this thought, and it starts with the phrase "What if...". Few years back, when I thought about "What ifs", it leads to ungratefulness. I wanted more, my what ifs were all about having not enough: what if I was prettier? what if I was richer? what if I was better than whoever?

But lately, my what ifs are more about what if I have less: what if I was NOT this sempurna sifat? what if I was miskiner than now? what if I was stupider? and etc. And thanks Shakina for you always reminding me how I should be thankful for every little thing that had (and had not) happened to me.

It hit me hard. I have a great life and if I am not thankful for it, please knock some sense into my head.

Wahwahwah

Have you ever look back and think

"I can't believe I went out with that guy. Euw! What the hell was I thinking?"

Yeah. Exactly. I'm struggling not to vomit.