It's hard, you see?

To have sudden emotional outbursts,
To get solemn moments every other day.
To have such a happy disposition yet so gloomy most of the time.

To be surrounded yet so lonely,
To be very open and secretive.

To work really hard just to fall back way below the starting point.
To have passions but having no directions.

To have so much love to share and so much hatred to spare.