Tuesday, 24 May 2011

Sacrifice

I do not want you to hold my burden
Scarred for life
Hurt for eternity
Though it makes us stronger
I wish you didn't have to bear my pain
I love you with all that I have

Monday, 23 May 2011

Quote sharing

The difficulty with marriage is that we fall in love with a personality, but must live with a character. -Peter Devries

Thanks Kak Zah  for the quote

Thursday, 19 May 2011

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Few minutes after the previous post, I accidentally pulled one strand out. Fug you trichotillomania!

Perseverance

I have not pulled my hair for one full day.

hell yeah,

If it's meant to be

If all else fails, have faith in His plan.

Wednesday, 18 May 2011

Tea reading

So, another attempt to procrastinate at work is by having my tea leaves read. With great honour, my tea leaves was read by noanevu because he was also idling and off-tasking from work. Whadaya expect, it's 3pm in the afternoon after wesak holiday.

So here is my tea leaves:

"hello.
I saw umbrella, 2 person, a boat, a hat, and a club in your tea.
So its like you will have a change in role, you'll be in a worthwile journey, with protection from harm. But you are also in situation that needs alert caution.
With two visitor, someone so close, and someone near.
It's a big anchor. It's stability and instability both, but weighed abit on instablity since its abit closer to the bottom adventurous journey indeed I guess"

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

A good kind of pain.

Painkillers kill all sorts of pain except heartbreaks.
But it's good to feel pain than nothing at all. 

Tuesday, 10 May 2011

Wednesday, 4 May 2011

Selamat pagi

It's been raining every morning,
So dark and gloomy and grey,
I miss my sunshine,
Come back sunshine, come back and shines the world.

Tuesday, 3 May 2011

Bodoh

Jangan kau saiko sorang-sorang boleh tak?
Be strong at heart, please? You stupid girl. Stupid, stupid girl.

Monday, 2 May 2011

A fiction 2: A Turnaround

Prologue:
All for good reasons.
Although maybe we can fall at the same place someday.

1.
God and His intervention
An apology and an acceptance
A book and its story
A song and its melody
An inhale of breath
Another apology and another acceptance
Flaws and the entirety

2.
Life is beautiful, why haven't we noticed it before?
Why the anger?
Why the sadness?

3.
Tears
of sadness
of longingness
of stupidity
of pains
and of happiness

Epilogue:
No matter how hard the wind blows,
the leaves fell at the same place, don't they?
Is it because they were from the same tree in the first place?

Sunday, 1 May 2011

Consequences as an adult

Things that we do,
Choices that we make.

I hope I am doing the right thing.
Be it noise from here and there.
For consequences as an adult do not affect only me as person.
I almost forgot I belong to a community which I should conform to.

Forgive me.

200th post




p/s: thank you, source.