Mentaliti kanak-kanak 7 tahun

Mentaliti budak umur 7 tahun:
kau buat aku, aku buat kau balik.
kau ejek nama bapak aku, aku ejek nama bapak kau balik.
kau tuduh aku skandal, aku tuduh kau balik.

Kesian aku tgk pakcik-pakcik tua yang gila glamour ni.
Melalak-lalak tapi takde orang nak dengar
Kredibiliti sebagai seorang yang berkedudukan pun hilang bila sibuk melalak ni.
Kredibiliti sebagai seorang yang berumur, seorang pakcik tua yang berilmu (mungkin),
terbalikkan dulang tadahkan kebodohan berarakkan nafsu.

Dear Tan Sri R,
Kalau saya anak pakcik, saya malu kot
Saya baca berita pasal pakcik pon saya malu.
Sudah lah pakcik cuba buat comeback 2008 tu hari, tapi tak menang pula
orang dalam pun tak suka kau, inikan pulak orang luar yang tengok kau bermain api DAN terbakar sendiri

Pakcik-pakcik ni rasa kami ni budak-budak bodoh ke?
Pakcik da insult intelligence kami generasi muda, generasi digital native
Generasi yang dah setapak maju dalam evolusi
Tapi pakcik-pakcik ni cuba membuat konspirasi darjah satu,
pakcik rasa Dan Brown nak tulis ke cerita pasal pakcik?

Im frustrated.
Kau rasa sebab apa anak-anak muda berkelayakan tinggi tinggalkan negara tercinta?
Sebab orang-orang macam KAU lah pakcik.

the difference is

I have feelings and I try very little to conceal it
I don't live in sorrows and I work very hard for my happiness.



p/s: longing for something. feels like something is missing but I dont know what or who or why

I'd still wish you love, love.

night after the vow

me: why did you marry him? do you love him?
her: no, i dont. i like him though.
me: i dont understand. which part did i miss?
her: i cant explain. but i'll try to love him
me: does he know about this?
her: yes, he does. he said its okay. he will give me time

It's hard, you see?

To have sudden emotional outbursts,
To get solemn moments every other day.
To have such a happy disposition yet so gloomy most of the time.

To be surrounded yet so lonely,
To be very open and secretive.

To work really hard just to fall back way below the starting point.
To have passions but having no directions.

To have so much love to share and so much hatred to spare.

Itu diaaaaaaa

My beautiful morning was shattered by a corrupted thumbdrive which contained all the ever important documents.

Hey friends!

Missing you, and you and you! :)
Good morning and have a nice day ahead :)