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Thursday, 31 December 2009
Wednesday, 30 December 2009
I love you like...
tengah bosan. lalu mencari jalan mengkreatifkan otak yang pervert.
I love you like...
...Marjorie Dawes loves cakes.
...24 carat golden vibrator.
...Kecik loves her only kitten.
...gravity loves muka orang yang sedang jatuh tersembam.
...a pinky finger loves a lubang hidung.
...a remote control who loves to hide under the couch.
...HBO channel.
I will think of you as frequent as...
...Maxis broadband goes slow everyday
...The Nanny on air
...I log on to my Facebook
...I scratch a pimple on my face
I would hate to hurt your feelings as much as I hate to...
...eat greenpeas
...type I as I instead of i.
...clean up after cats' poopoo
p/s: it's 2 a.m. goodnight and byebye
I love you like...
...Marjorie Dawes loves cakes.
...24 carat golden vibrator.
...Kecik loves her only kitten.
...gravity loves muka orang yang sedang jatuh tersembam.
...a pinky finger loves a lubang hidung.
...a remote control who loves to hide under the couch.
...HBO channel.
I will think of you as frequent as...
...Maxis broadband goes slow everyday
...The Nanny on air
...I log on to my Facebook
...I scratch a pimple on my face
I would hate to hurt your feelings as much as I hate to...
...eat greenpeas
...type I as I instead of i.
...clean up after cats' poopoo
p/s: it's 2 a.m. goodnight and byebye
and the colour.
and the colours
that you've painted on the canvas
are grey and somber blue.
with a toothbrush
I sprinkle some red and green
and you look at me with an angst in your eyes
hold my hand
I'll take you
to the place where grey is a sin
I promise you this:
you'll never regret it.
that you've painted on the canvas
are grey and somber blue.
with a toothbrush
I sprinkle some red and green
and you look at me with an angst in your eyes
hold my hand
I'll take you
to the place where grey is a sin
I promise you this:
you'll never regret it.
Tuesday, 29 December 2009
OMG I lied!
I am totally too fuggin lazy to write about my roadtrip to the Utara (Perak, Kedah, Penang, Perlis). And I've already forgotten some minute details that I wanted to share with you peeps T.T
I am SO SORRY!!!!
But yeah I managed to remember some of the funny names that we found during the roadtrip:
Kg. Garam Segantang
Kg. Batu Seketul
Kg. Paya Terendam
Jalan Bubis (haaaaaaaaaaaaaaahahahahahahahahahahaha)
Permatang Tiga Ringgit
Permatang Kucing
(FYI, Kamus Dewan defined 'permatang' as "jalan kecil yang tinggi sedikit daripada permukaan sekelilingnya (di sawah)"
Yeah, you can see the photos on my Facebook. I don't want to put it here, it'll be redundant.
P/S: I haven't got to know my posting yet. Damit KPM you make me feel like menahan kencing di dalam hujan. Nak buat benda lain pun tak dapat because risau kat benda ni aje. Tsk.
I am SO SORRY!!!!
But yeah I managed to remember some of the funny names that we found during the roadtrip:
Kg. Garam Segantang
Kg. Batu Seketul
Kg. Paya Terendam
Jalan Bubis (haaaaaaaaaaaaaaahahahahahahahahahahaha)
Permatang Tiga Ringgit
Permatang Kucing
(FYI, Kamus Dewan defined 'permatang' as "jalan kecil yang tinggi sedikit daripada permukaan sekelilingnya (di sawah)"
Yeah, you can see the photos on my Facebook. I don't want to put it here, it'll be redundant.
P/S: I haven't got to know my posting yet. Damit KPM you make me feel like menahan kencing di dalam hujan. Nak buat benda lain pun tak dapat because risau kat benda ni aje. Tsk.
Friday, 25 December 2009
Echo.
I have cravings. (No, not John Cravingssssssss)
Most of the time, I crave to eat Nasi Lemak Paru.
Sometimes, I crave to play certain songs on my black Kapok guitar.
Tonight, I drove quite fast so that I can be at home as soon as possible because I am dangerously craving to play "Echo" by The Hush Sound.
You are the lighthouse, the seamark
The tempests created this tide
I’m pulled to the black silver ocean
where the current and the heavens collide
You are the brick
I am so unpredictable
led by the current away
Your solid stage is so necessary to save
all those who stray
You are the navigator who never could lead
we were lost in the silver sea
I was the ship who was too proud to ever sink.
Most of the time, I crave to eat Nasi Lemak Paru.
Sometimes, I crave to play certain songs on my black Kapok guitar.
Tonight, I drove quite fast so that I can be at home as soon as possible because I am dangerously craving to play "Echo" by The Hush Sound.
You are the lighthouse, the seamark
The tempests created this tide
I’m pulled to the black silver ocean
where the current and the heavens collide
You are the brick
I am so unpredictable
led by the current away
Your solid stage is so necessary to save
all those who stray
You are the navigator who never could lead
we were lost in the silver sea
I was the ship who was too proud to ever sink.
Thursday, 24 December 2009
Tears...
fall down her cheek.
and I watch as she clumsily wipe them off
fearing people would see and hear.
and I watch as she clumsily wipe them off
fearing people would see and hear.
Cuti-cuti Malaysia.
Abah has been working on his itik farm for a year and a half now. 7 days a week no rest. So, recently, Pak Uda who lives next door, just came back from Hajj and he's got plenty of time in hand. So, while Pak Uda is taking care of the itiks, abah said to us "Dah lama kita tak pergi jalan2. Jom pegi Kedah"
So here I am in Sungai Petani, Kedah. I will update soon. Now, my kaki and my pinggang are gigil-ling from tiredness. Never thought that driving can be so tiring. Shut up those of you driving autos! :P
So here I am in Sungai Petani, Kedah. I will update soon. Now, my kaki and my pinggang are gigil-ling from tiredness. Never thought that driving can be so tiring. Shut up those of you driving autos! :P
Tuesday, 22 December 2009
Monday, 21 December 2009
Brittany Murphy's shocking death
Hmmm...a sad day for all Brittany Murphy's fans.
May you rest in peace
Saturday, 19 December 2009
A fiction: too good to be true, nonetheless.
Prologue:
I saw someone in the LRT with the most amazing smile I had ever seen.
It felt like yesterday, it was intense. Comfortable, yet.
I can even remember the shirt that person was wearing.
I blushed. If I could.
But that was years ago.
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2.
I am not trying to make people to like me.
I am mostly myself, no matter how abominable.
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3.
I got an email.
It says "You win 10000000 euro lottery"
NOT.
I wish I get this email instead of yours.
It's a tragedy that evoked wordless pain.
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4.
I'm not stupid.
I was just nervous.
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5.
I can feel the blood in my vein thumping hard upon my chest.
This thing I always feel: Insecurity.
I never thought you have one.
Though you have one crooked nose, but who cares.
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6.
It's true all your say. I am.
I stray.
Just like you.
We are just human trying to live a life.
Even an unpurposeful one.
At least I've tried.
Im wearing a necklace with beads of mistakes I made.
Too bad if you have an elephant memory.
Maybe pointing out each of them is not...nice.
I am still trying.
How would I know?
I could've waited for the bus to come.
And we can go eat takoyaki together.
All for good reasons.
Although maybe we can fall at the same place someday.
I saw someone in the LRT with the most amazing smile I had ever seen.
It felt like yesterday, it was intense. Comfortable, yet.
I can even remember the shirt that person was wearing.
I blushed. If I could.
But that was years ago.
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2.
I am not trying to make people to like me.
I am mostly myself, no matter how abominable.
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3.
I got an email.
It says "You win 10000000 euro lottery"
NOT.
I wish I get this email instead of yours.
It's a tragedy that evoked wordless pain.
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4.
I'm not stupid.
I was just nervous.
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5.
I can feel the blood in my vein thumping hard upon my chest.
This thing I always feel: Insecurity.
I never thought you have one.
Though you have one crooked nose, but who cares.
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6.
It's true all your say. I am.
I stray.
Just like you.
We are just human trying to live a life.
Even an unpurposeful one.
At least I've tried.
Im wearing a necklace with beads of mistakes I made.
Too bad if you have an elephant memory.
Maybe pointing out each of them is not...nice.
I am still trying.
How would I know?
I could've waited for the bus to come.
And we can go eat takoyaki together.
Epilogue:
And in the end, it's like branches on a tree.
From the same trunk it came.
Separated into branches.
And that yellow leaf under the shades?
That's you.
I've made my way towards the best sunshine I can find.
That's why.All for good reasons.
Although maybe we can fall at the same place someday.
Tuesday, 15 December 2009
There's that person
There is that person you will never get over no matter how long it has been.
These people messed you up, somehow you can never get over them. I'm sure I'll get a lot of "I agree"s. But that's not what I want to talk about. What about us? The ones after That Person? It hurts to be in the shadow, it breaks our hearts to feel we can't be as special. And what about us? The one who is a That Person to someone. But wait, I am that "You" in the above quote. What about me? Okay, I'll try to keep what I want to say as simple so that I won't bore or scare you with a very long entry.
The ones after That Person.
Oh please just get over it already, there's nothing you can do. That Person will always stay in your boyfriend's / girlfriend's heart. There's nothing much you can do but to accept that whatever happened in the past, has already happened. It's a shame you can't meet your bf/gf any way sooner, but hey destiny has dealt its card. What you can do now:
1. Be understanding.
2. Don't be too pushy about asking your bf/gf to forget That Person.
3. Have faith and trust. After all, they are with you now.
The ones who are That Person to someone.
Was it your fault before that you broke up with him/her? Even if it wasn't your fault, your time is over. Don't go on and test the water with that person anymore, especially when they have moved on. Here's what you can do:
1. Don't go fuggin flirting with your exes anymore. There are several reasons why you shouldn't do it: You are embarrassing yourself, you will hurt your ex's chances to move on (unless that's what you plan to do; tie that person so that they will die alone when they're old), you will hurt your ex's new gf/bf feelings if she/he found out that their bf/gf is still flirting with you.
2. Move on with your life, it's okay to say hi once in a while, like, once every two or three months, not every other day.
3. Never ever attempt to say "I still love you", "I miss you", "I wish my current bf/gf is like you".
I am the one that can't get over my ex
Well, listen. Try to move on. God has plan for all of us. Maybe that person is not good enough for you, that's why God doesn't want them to be The One. Time will heal. Remember, if you still live in memories it will overcast the reality, because as human, you tend to remember all the nice thing about That Person. You tend to forget that he/she stinks sometimes, or they are very very emotional and irrational most of the time, or they have nasty habit like scratching their ass and then bite the nail to get the taste, or THAT THEY BROKE YOUR HEART. So what can you do?:
1. Try to go out and meet new people, or reconnect with old friends. Don't spend most of your time alone, your mind will play a trick and make you think like you NEED That Person.
2. Remove anything that can ever remind you to them. They don't mean any shit any more to you coz they have a life of their own now. Delete those stupid messages in your phone and email, remove their photos from your Facebook, iPods or anything that you will see daily. I mean it.
3. Take charge of your life, never ever listen to the evil voices inside your head.
If you have moved on (or so you thought), try to concentrate on your new love life. Remember, you have made a commitment with this gorgeous new person, don't take them for granted or ever wished that this new person will "Replace" That Person. Imagine how they will feel if they know that you still can't get over That Person and that they are just a "melepaskan batuk di tangga".
1. Take whatever happened in your past as a lesson. Learn from it, be a better person. Think back of both the negative and positive experience you've had.
2. Try to learn, love and embrace this new person. God has given you a chance to fix your life, then it will be a waste if you can't learn to appreciate this new person. There's always a reason for everything that happened. Believe me, even though your stories were painful, every cloud has a silver lining. And you've got your silver lining now, make the best of this.
3. Protect your new one from your heartache towards That Person. Every and each person in this world is unique, so don't go and stereotype every girl/boy you are going out with, with That Person and bash this new person just because you didn't get what you want from That Person.
P/S: It's nothing personal. I am writing this as an advice to myself. and to you. and you over there. and you there, too.
Theme song for this entry: There's that person you'll never get over no matter how long it's been by Zolof the Rock and Roll Destroyer
These people messed you up, somehow you can never get over them. I'm sure I'll get a lot of "I agree"s. But that's not what I want to talk about. What about us? The ones after That Person? It hurts to be in the shadow, it breaks our hearts to feel we can't be as special. And what about us? The one who is a That Person to someone. But wait, I am that "You" in the above quote. What about me? Okay, I'll try to keep what I want to say as simple so that I won't bore or scare you with a very long entry.
The ones after That Person.
Oh please just get over it already, there's nothing you can do. That Person will always stay in your boyfriend's / girlfriend's heart. There's nothing much you can do but to accept that whatever happened in the past, has already happened. It's a shame you can't meet your bf/gf any way sooner, but hey destiny has dealt its card. What you can do now:
1. Be understanding.
2. Don't be too pushy about asking your bf/gf to forget That Person.
3. Have faith and trust. After all, they are with you now.
The ones who are That Person to someone.
Was it your fault before that you broke up with him/her? Even if it wasn't your fault, your time is over. Don't go on and test the water with that person anymore, especially when they have moved on. Here's what you can do:
1. Don't go fuggin flirting with your exes anymore. There are several reasons why you shouldn't do it: You are embarrassing yourself, you will hurt your ex's chances to move on (unless that's what you plan to do; tie that person so that they will die alone when they're old), you will hurt your ex's new gf/bf feelings if she/he found out that their bf/gf is still flirting with you.
2. Move on with your life, it's okay to say hi once in a while, like, once every two or three months, not every other day.
3. Never ever attempt to say "I still love you", "I miss you", "I wish my current bf/gf is like you".
I am the one that can't get over my ex
Well, listen. Try to move on. God has plan for all of us. Maybe that person is not good enough for you, that's why God doesn't want them to be The One. Time will heal. Remember, if you still live in memories it will overcast the reality, because as human, you tend to remember all the nice thing about That Person. You tend to forget that he/she stinks sometimes, or they are very very emotional and irrational most of the time, or they have nasty habit like scratching their ass and then bite the nail to get the taste, or THAT THEY BROKE YOUR HEART. So what can you do?:
1. Try to go out and meet new people, or reconnect with old friends. Don't spend most of your time alone, your mind will play a trick and make you think like you NEED That Person.
2. Remove anything that can ever remind you to them. They don't mean any shit any more to you coz they have a life of their own now. Delete those stupid messages in your phone and email, remove their photos from your Facebook, iPods or anything that you will see daily. I mean it.
3. Take charge of your life, never ever listen to the evil voices inside your head.
If you have moved on (or so you thought), try to concentrate on your new love life. Remember, you have made a commitment with this gorgeous new person, don't take them for granted or ever wished that this new person will "Replace" That Person. Imagine how they will feel if they know that you still can't get over That Person and that they are just a "melepaskan batuk di tangga".
1. Take whatever happened in your past as a lesson. Learn from it, be a better person. Think back of both the negative and positive experience you've had.
2. Try to learn, love and embrace this new person. God has given you a chance to fix your life, then it will be a waste if you can't learn to appreciate this new person. There's always a reason for everything that happened. Believe me, even though your stories were painful, every cloud has a silver lining. And you've got your silver lining now, make the best of this.
3. Protect your new one from your heartache towards That Person. Every and each person in this world is unique, so don't go and stereotype every girl/boy you are going out with, with That Person and bash this new person just because you didn't get what you want from That Person.
P/S: It's nothing personal. I am writing this as an advice to myself. and to you. and you over there. and you there, too.
Theme song for this entry: There's that person you'll never get over no matter how long it's been by Zolof the Rock and Roll Destroyer
Wednesday, 9 December 2009
Rambles rambles.
I like to do these stuff: I listen to my music, I draw, I take photos, I watch tv, I read, I play music. Yeah, I know, all of these are very anti-social stuff, but it's kinda true, I don't mind being on my own doing my 'thangs'. Probably because my family is so small, and I have been left on my own since I was very small, so I kinda do things by myself and I don't really mind about it.
At the moment, I am on a short holiday. At the moment, I live on the couch. At the moment, I don't go out, I haven't even paid my phone bill yet, I haven't even used my phone since a month and a half ago.
This is what I do everyday - if don't follow my dad to his hometown selling duck eggs. Bear in mind, nobody is at home until night, I practically live alone everyday.
11.00 a.m. : Woke up, feeling sore all over from the weird sleeping position on the couch.
11.01 a.m : Brush my teeth, drink cold nescafe that emak made from the morning. Switch on laptop. Switch on TV just for the sake of having sound so that I won't feeling so lonely.
11.10-5p.m: On the internet / watch movies on movies channel. If I were on the net, these are the compulsory websites I would go to:
Facebook ^^
Yahoo! Mail
Google Reader - this is my online library. The coolest apps for you to track your readings.
Ultimate Guitar - I play my guitar almost everyday. Opps, not my guitar. I steal Encik's guitar. He's guitarless now. Heheh. My guitar is in the room, resting.
5p.m. : Mandi pagi. DAN malam. Hehehehehehehehe.
6p.m. - 7p.m. : Watch The Nanny. Any disturbances during this hour is highly unappreciated.
7p.m.-7.15p.m.: Angkat baju from ampaian, rushingly sweep the house before mak balik.
7.30p.m. : Mak and Abah come home from work. Call Encik, asking if he is at work or at home.
8.30-9p.m.: Dinner, a simple one. While watching TV.
9p.m.-2a.m.: Watch TV while on the net while drawing on photoshop.
2.30 a.m. : Calling it a day.
*sigh*
That, and yeah playing with my bossy cats, Topeng @ Anjing (I'll tell you about the origin of the names in another post) and Kecik.
This is my old time vafourite song. Radio by Alkaline Trio. When I was a TEENager, now I'm a Twentythreeager. Shite.
At the moment, I am on a short holiday. At the moment, I live on the couch. At the moment, I don't go out, I haven't even paid my phone bill yet, I haven't even used my phone since a month and a half ago.
This is what I do everyday - if don't follow my dad to his hometown selling duck eggs. Bear in mind, nobody is at home until night, I practically live alone everyday.
11.00 a.m. : Woke up, feeling sore all over from the weird sleeping position on the couch.
11.01 a.m : Brush my teeth, drink cold nescafe that emak made from the morning. Switch on laptop. Switch on TV just for the sake of having sound so that I won't feeling so lonely.
11.10-5p.m: On the internet / watch movies on movies channel. If I were on the net, these are the compulsory websites I would go to:
Facebook ^^
Yahoo! Mail
Google Reader - this is my online library. The coolest apps for you to track your readings.
Ultimate Guitar - I play my guitar almost everyday. Opps, not my guitar. I steal Encik's guitar. He's guitarless now. Heheh. My guitar is in the room, resting.
5p.m. : Mandi pagi. DAN malam. Hehehehehehehehe.
6p.m. - 7p.m. : Watch The Nanny. Any disturbances during this hour is highly unappreciated.
7p.m.-7.15p.m.: Angkat baju from ampaian, rushingly sweep the house before mak balik.
7.30p.m. : Mak and Abah come home from work. Call Encik, asking if he is at work or at home.
8.30-9p.m.: Dinner, a simple one. While watching TV.
9p.m.-2a.m.: Watch TV while on the net while drawing on photoshop.
2.30 a.m. : Calling it a day.
*sigh*
That, and yeah playing with my bossy cats, Topeng @ Anjing (I'll tell you about the origin of the names in another post) and Kecik.
This is my old time vafourite song. Radio by Alkaline Trio. When I was a TEENager, now I'm a Twentythreeager. Shite.
Thursday, 3 December 2009
Hey Jude
Heheh so effing bored today. Who cares my voice is not sedap? Gahhhhhhhh I need to take up hobbies soon or I'm going crazy with this boredom and loneliness.
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